Tuesday, 10 May 2016

my diari

assalamualaikum..
 hello my diary ..
agrh............................. i don't know why ?
why i became like this
look like a crazy girls
missing something in herself
really i don't know why ?
WHY ?????????????????????
what i'm  missing?  ....
why i am  became so lazy???
why suddenly i fell hopeless ?
why do I feel empty?
what wrong with me actually?
why I 'm feeling uninspired .. .. where my spirit gone
why I was tired of all the things I love to do .?
why i feel so sad and hurt in deep from bottom in my heart?
i just wanna a cry but i can't ..... why ?
what i'm looking for ?
I HATE ALL OF THIS FELLING ....
YA ALLAH  PLEASE HELP ME

Thursday, 5 May 2016

my diary

assalamualaikum
holla my  diary ...
sorry again sebab lama x jenguk kau..
hehehe.. busy ..banyak cerita x update
nantila kalau mood aku baik aku sharela ya ..
jangan marah sebab kau jela tempat aku nk lepas tension..   salah  satu sebabnya  kau wujud dekat alam maya je.. kalau aku menulis dalam buku diari biasa mahu aku putus nyawa kalau orang baca diari aku..hahaha sengal aku dah datang dah...
last sem ni..
dah waktu ni pun aku x tido lagi .
mana x nya esok aku  kena submit 2 assignment haila.....
pening kepala aku menghadap ..
n romate aku pn dah naik angin sebab aku asyik bercakap seoarng diri   macam orang x betul.
apa x nya  aku stress gila dengan ahli group aku last minute punya kerja banyak la yang kena baiki..
so nak hilangkn boring sambil menghadap lp tu aku aku checkla blog yg sekianlama terbiar ni.. ada inbox masuk dh berzaman baru aku balas. nk tergelakla  apalagi bila kena sound aduhai.... sambil tu fon aku pula asyik x berhenti  bunyi whatsap masuk sibuk aje tanya nak buat macam mana, nk tulis macam mana, nk  hnatr bila, dh siap ke belum..  and bla......... yg memang nk buat aku ringan je mulut nak marah mereka.
nk marah depan 2 orangnya x ada depan mata... kn dah x pasal2 kena sound... kalau suara reti perlahan tu x apa sekali aku bercakap satu bilik boleh dengar volume kuat...nasibla... tapi kalau diaorang buat x apapula .. biasalah manusia... malas nak emo2.. okla my dear dari aku  merepek entah apa2 dan banyak dosa je aku buat baikla aku berhenti. waktu macam ni kepala pun dah naik tintong ..banyak mengarut dari fakta... ejaan pun dah banyak salah.. tulisan pun dah tunggang -laggang dah ni.. bye.. see you soon.. hahaha..

Sunday, 1 May 2016

my story..

assalamualaikum dan sejahtera
hello my diary ..
i'm really   miss you 
thank for a being good listener to me...
i' m really appreciate it
oh  .... sorry for what i have done to you..
i'm only find you when i  sad...
actually it hard for me to through all of this alone...
i fail to control my self...
i cant't deny it ...
I actually do not know to where . it's a bit awkward for me not to write any longer . I know you must be spanking me . oh .. I can feel when you was sulking with me .. I forget you when happy .. It not unfair right?
If you could speak you will say like that right? Oh... how i look like a crazy a girl  talking with  her diary .