my diari

assalamualaikum..
 hello my diary ..
agrh............................. i don't know why ?
why i became like this
look like a crazy girls
missing something in herself
really i don't know why ?
WHY ?????????????????????
what i'm  missing?  ....
why i am  became so lazy???
why suddenly i fell hopeless ?
why do I feel empty?
what wrong with me actually?
why I 'm feeling uninspired .. .. where my spirit gone
why I was tired of all the things I love to do .?
why i feel so sad and hurt in deep from bottom in my heart?
i just wanna a cry but i can't ..... why ?
what i'm looking for ?
I HATE ALL OF THIS FELLING ....
YA ALLAH  PLEASE HELP ME